Ashlynn Mae Martin

Some people only dream of angels, I held this one in my arms!


Our little angel went to Heaven because of a blood clotting condition that we found out I have. My
blood was making clotts on the placenta so my baby was not getting the nourishment she needed. :(

The Poems that are written here are written by another angel mummy who has been given the gift of
writting poetry and these poems have touched my life and are exactly how I feel.


One day i was given a Gift from God
A princess of my own
A Special Beautiful baby
A daughter for me to Love
I dreamed of what she would look like
I dreamed of how she would play
I dreamed of having her to kiss each and every day
Loving her so much that when he took her away, it ripped my heart out too

I felt a little kick one day, not long before she left
It wasnt very hard, it was delicate and small
It was so amazing, i could not believe it, I was a mummy
And i never thought days after that
My baby would answer god's call, That she would go to heaven to live away from me
I think this little tiny kick must have been her only way
Of saying mummy I Love you but im sorry i cannot stay

The day he took my baby, he took all that was left of me, of my heart
I hope she knows that mummy loved her from the start

I miss you so much my princess
Mummy loves you so
And mummy will never understand why you had to go

Please watch over mummy as I try to carry on
Its so so hard baby, It hurts that you are gone
When God took you away from me you were perfect in every way
and now you are in Heaven, Perfect you will stay






Precious,Tiny,Sweet Little one
You will always be to me.
So Perfect,Pure & Innocent,
Just as you were meant to be.

We dreamed of you & of your life.
And all that it would be.
We waited & longed for you to come,
And join our family.

We never had a chance to play,
To laugh,to rock,touch you now
And listen to you giggle.

I'll always be your Mother.
He'll always be your Dad.
You'll always be our child,
The child that we had.

But now you're gone...but yet your here.
We'll sense you everywhere.
You are our sorrow and our joy
Theres's love in every tear.

Just know our love goes deep & strong.
We'll forget you never...
The child we had,but never had,
And yet we'll have forever.







Close your eyes and think of me, know that I am near by, although I know you miss me, there's no
need to cry. I haven't really left you, just take a look above, see my halo shining bright, feel my
endless love. See the brightest star, that...'s me your guiding light, I feel your love for me, it
keeps me burning bright xxxxxxxx



They Say There is a Reason

They say there is a reason,
They say that time will heal,
But neither time nor reason,
Will change the way I feel,
For no-one knows the heartache,
That lies behind our smiles,
No-one knows how many times,
We have broken down and cried,
We want to tell you something,
So there won't be any doubt,
You're so wonderful to think of,
But so hard to be without.

Author Unknown

I can't wait to hold you in my arms again Ashlynn.

Mommy and daddy and your brothers love you and miss you so much!! Kisses to the Heavens xxxxxx